Untill I figure this out. It's not something I want to talk about publicly thought, but know that I do want to continue making music and there are several off-NG projects that I am part of and they will be forced to go on without me for a while. I'll be back with some new track, but it will probably take few months.
Cheers and best wishes to whoever reads this.
VicariousE
Good luck, don't let pain get the better of you, or let it make decisions.