Okay then. To make usable music you need to imagine a particular use for it, before composing. A regular usable track would probably be oriented on a fight/conflict theme. Conflict consists of tension, a bit of aggression, various moods mixed not together, but rather separated (unless you want to make Abnormal again) over some time. This kind of music should be pretty active, not lifted up from ground too much, detailed and keeping attention to itself. Music about conflicts usually features build-ups and some structure close to that of orchestral pieces. So study Beethoven, and other classics. You can mix in terror mood (for when fighting a terrible large creature), suspense, honor/bravery/heroic mood. A conflict can have a setting, too. For ex. if the battle is taking place in a futuristic setting against robots, electronic syncs would be fitting. If the battle is fantasy or medieval, use chorus, trumpets, drums, elephants being raped, church organ huh?, I'm really not good at all this I'd better shut up, I said too much already. Forget all that you've read immediately.
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I believe that if you could find a way to organize & write down the work on your projects you'd be able to easily come back to work every day. Unless you don't perceive audio composing as work, and only as entertainment for your own amusement.