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DESHIEL
Just a guy that always wanted to make his own tunes. If you want to collab or just want to use some of mine for some of yours, DM me

Ashley Parker @DESHIEL

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What the hell is wrong with me...

Posted by DESHIEL - September 12th, 2012


You know... I'm starting to have this stupid feeling that the more I am focusing myself on better understanding music and teh fruity loops programs, the more I am losing the creativity I once had... When I compare my current set of songs to the older... It feels like I used to do better lol.

2011 tracks
http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/448515

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/445956

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/451248

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/451254

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/458886

2012-current tracks

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/501264

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/499406

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/495744

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/494345

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/484257

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/499831

http://www.newgrounds.com/audio/listen/477601


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I used to have the same feeling, but a few months ago I found old CDs of my first recordings and songs and now I think I'm way better than I used to be. I still get the feeling I used to be more creative, but I get that feeling every now and then. It is just in my head.
If you feel that way, then you should focus more on the music. You gotta balance these things to avoid those feelings.